miyko

How can they just sit there thinking i'm ok im not,they are not, death and devistation screatching though my brain it is just a joke to them. why must they bring it up again? do they not know they are our friends the pain. the suffering. the death. why? it comes it goes. it's alright to them. but it screams in my head "people are dead and no one seems to care." Iwant to help but i cant i need help and so do they!

was it me who just did this to myself would i break such promises that i would never again it felt differant this time to be wanting to die this much I couldn't controll myself i thought i was just watching but the pain is on me in my wrist was i always meant to do this i used to say no but now i don't i don't know

sometimes its hard to find the words to tell what's in my mind and when my thought start tearing me i wanna just fly and be free forever free's how i wanna be no chains pulling down on me spread my wings and fly to the sun to live a life thats free and fun (pre chorus) all i wanna be is free wish no one holding me and i got what it takes to make it when i get the chance ill take it (chorus) just let me be free live the life i wanna be free from the chains holding me sometimes at night i hear your voice calling my name telling me my choice i cry out a flood as the tears flow where ill be tomorrow ill never know i long to h